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You made it seem like you're tempted anyway, so I don't see how sating the desire to still commune with us would be worse than wanting to join and commune and yet doing neither. It seems like a pretty equal exchange to me, so if you can handle one I don't get how you couldn't handle the other.

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I'm not tempted at all, actually. You're my friends, and I felt like it was an important thing to commune with you on something as important as Blitz's 18th birthday. God didn't stop me in that, but He still gives me unrest when I consider the idea of rejoining the IC. Thus, I know I cannot stay for now. I'll keep praying. It's not about what I can "handle"; it's about what God says I can do and not do. Who knows? Maybe I could handle it, or maybe it would distract me from my relationship with God. Probably not, but God has His reasons.