I am a savage with a pencil Only manage meager scribbles We are all reprehensible The Savage and The Civil I deny my own destiny A leech and lecher I am left to walk aimlessly I reach for the ether I suffer to separate from what I distaste Snuffing out temperaments of how I was raised I'm half of what I'm meant to be, and half of a dream It leaves my limbs all uneven I fall flat on my face