She laughed weakly and said "I wish it would only be death...no...I fear that one day I will lose...myself to that demon side you saw before...and it will take over and I will be the side that doesn't come out..." She took another drink, her hands shaking. She hadn't told anyone her fears, but with two shifts in two days, it was starting to worry her. Badly. 

Sage watched Scarlet from afar, his eyes never leaving Scarlet's face.