Pheh... I know how that feels... I was in a Miss America pageant last year. One of the judges apparently was extremely angry I didn't win; I believe the only reason I didn't was because the girl who had one had a bad history with her sister losing the pageant and going essentially crazy. So... I lost... because they were afraid that she would go crazy by not winning and not because of her actual credentials? 

HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnng.