I feel like I am being a bitch in my replies right now so I am going to step away for a few hours and try to change my attitude because right now it is escalating to a point where I am crying tears of anger and frustration and my throat is hurting from trying not to scream. I am going to try and find something calming and soothing to do (that writing used to be for me) and return when I feel I can reply with a filter on my mouth and fingers