Kat got the call to come to medical. Swallowing hard, she picked up Gracie and went. It was nerve-racking. What if he was pissed? Now was not really the time to be getting pregnant, what with hell outside the door. And the fears from the last pregnancy were kicking in, only more pronounced now.
What if something went wrong? What if she lost it? Stress could cause miscarriages and they led the most stressful life imaginable. What if it needed stuff that they didn't have? What if Gracie hated having to share attention? Would they have enough food with yet another mouth to feed?

When they arrived Gracie squealed and reached for Matt to give him a loud messy kiss. Kat lost her breath for a moment when he suddenly kissed her so thoroughly.
[color=00aeef]"Matt it's not you losing it on others that I am worried about," [/color]Kat reminded him. [color=00aeef]"It's the possible potential of you losing it on us, your family, your wife or your child... or children. I don't want you to lose it with Gracie caught in the crossfire."
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She hugged Matt tight. For everyone else she had to be the strong momma. But here, with him, she could share her fears.
[color=00aeef]"I'm terrified Matt," [/color]she murmured. [color=00aeef]"What if I lose it? What if something happens?"[/color]