[@OfWindAndRain]

I'm so sorry you're going through things. Though I don't know exactly how you feel, I do know depression. In any form, it can be quite debilitating. I can honestly tell you that writing has saved my life a few times. I truly hope you can find some other constructive outlet to help you push through. Though it's probably one of the last things you want to hear, have you thought about talking things out with someone? Speaking from experience, just trying to mask it does significantly more harm than good. 

If you're still interested in the RP, I'm not going anywhere, and am quite okay with waiting as long as you need. As long as you're okay with me randomly sending a message every now and again to say hello. ^.^ I'll also happily work around what I mentioned, though, if it'd be easier for you (which it sounds like it would be). And, for the record, I did enjoy reading your post. :-)