[quote=@Chaotic Chao]
[@Wade Wilson] I'm sorry, and I apologize that you've been going through it.

But as you said, 'Something people need to get out of their heads'. This isn't just something in my head, even if they do have a better life, they still just want to make you feel horrible.

And I have to disagree with you on physical bullying. People who have been physically bullied literally have black eyes, red marks on their bodies, and are just beaten and bruised by their bully. Meanwhile, a cyber bully can only get at you with words typing, trying to see if they can piss someone off.

I won't change my mind though. I still feel this way about. But I'll say it again, if that's how you feel, I'm sorry and I don't understand and probably never will understand. I respect what you say, so I won't argue with you. So try to be positive, and I know that it can be hard. I mean, for a while I thought I had friends only to realize they were just bullies, making me think they were my friends.

And like I said, even if a cyberbully seems to possibly have a better life. There is no such thing as a life better than yours. Maybe a person is rich and have multiple cars and can do what they want, but are going through depression and are lonely, possibly even lost a family member. While another person may be broke and possibly have someone to care about, has no depression, a possible nice life without money. Someone may be popular at school, but may not be able to graduate and become a bum while a nerd who has no friends can possibly become a scientist.

It all depends on perspective I guess, I would quote something dear to my heart in these situations, but you may not like it.


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dw, it's alright, we're just here to share our opinions.
i guess when it comes to physical bullying, for me i can take it. physical pain doesn't exactly faze me that much, if i'm honest.
as for mental and emotional bullying, that's when it really gets hard for me. i may act like a dick and like i don't give many fucks on the outside, but inside it's all paranoia and borderline depression. i can't remember if i touched upon this in what i previously wrote, but my mind is like a fucking magnifying glass. any flaws i see in myself, it makes bigger and bigger until i can't take it. i'm constantly beating myself up over it and calling myself pathetic, stupid, etc and it just makes it worse but i can't stop. and then when some dickhead comes along, thinking it's all cool to promote suicide and make jokes about people with depression who actually feel the need to slice their skin because they just can't take things anymore, it just really gets to me. even if i don't wear my feelings on my sleeve, they're there, and they're my absolute weakness.

sorry if it seemed like i was mad at you at all, i've just experienced people that share your opinion that act like utter dicks. it kinda reminded me of past experiences, too. thank you for your kind words, though, and i'm glad that you're able to come to terms with the fact that we have different opinions. you're a cool dude.