I lifted my gaze from the ground to see everyone starring at me. I didn't want to listen to them discuss what to do anymore. I kind of just wanted it to be all over. "Honestly," I started. "You guys should just leave me. No suggestion you make is going to make it easier to bring me along." I could feel my wound throbbing, aching and overall causing me pain. "I don't like holding you all back. You don't have to risk your lives to save mine." I rested my hands gently in my lap. Spencer began whispering something to Em. She looked at him with concerned eyes before softening her face after a moments thought. "Spencer has an idea but I don't think you'll like it." She looked at Spencer once more before looking back at me. "We could give you some more of those drugs. Knock you out so you don't feel anything when we carry you." She waited for someone to chime in.