“If the portal disappeared then it means that connection was removed and if I can still make some sort of connection here it means something broke it where they’re at”. T’charrl frowned as he looked up at his own portal, trying to guide himself to the largest source of energy without getting lost, “If they’re not fine, everything’s going to be terrible…” They would have to find a way to help them and most likely that was going to be with his ability to heal, but healing used a lot of energy and everyone would just end up drained. He felt like such a leech on everyone’s energy. Now he was just starting to feel depressed again, as if his realisation was all banking on the fact that he was taking more than giving and yet he didn’t have anything to give. Trying to find the portal’s end he frowned slightly, disliking how he was very much having trouble with the connection. “I think I keep trying to find her spirit rather than the realm she’s in. Can you see anything that’s familiar to you…? I’m too used to chasing ghosts rather than live people…” Shu shook his head, holding it afterward. “Nooo…no want haircut…” he muttered, slowly letting his head go again, “Would look weird when already really hairy…” Despite how he looked Shu was quite self-conscious about it, thinking that he would be seen as less desirable to approach if he looked unusual like having his hair cut short, plus his hair kept his neck and ears warm when it was cold. Sighing, he held his head low as Takeshi tried to reassure him that he was going to be just fine, but he really didn’t know. It was definitely how they looked when they were close to him that agitated him, he felt better when he was with Takeshi fighting off those things. It probably didn’t help that whenever they appeared they were always a large threat, even more so than a Saiyan or their father. “Shu not very good at keeping friends safe when Shu is often the problem as well…” he sighed, raising his shoulders before looking up to Takeshi again, “Just…hard to feel people are safe…around me…” Viral needed to strengthen himself, he needed to get his feet back on the ground and moving as to not place all the burden on Yumi, even if he was the one in need of help. He couldn’t be weak now while they were having to flee from possible danger, he needed to be able to defend himself and Yumi if they were to be attacked. There was nobody out there for backup, especially with the other two Beastmen being out on their search for the missing village. Forcing weight down on his feet with each step he tried to keep stable, hoping to ease as much weight off Yumi’s shoulders as possible. Groaning at her attempt to brush off Ki like it was nothing he kept his attention elsewhere, finding it somewhat difficult to concentrate on keeping alert and forcing energy where there was essentially none. He was very weak and in a lot of pain, but he needed to be ready and alert for anything that might come. “So you’re saying you are defenceless without your Ki…” he spoke lowly, his eyes to the ground, “There is only security when we’re in a safe place with allies…so we’re always in the worst of it…”