[@RedDusk]

I think it's truly the what if that messes with Aurea's mentality. She has forgiven a great deal and isn't sure there isn't someone she would [i]never[/i] forgive. But then the question of what if comes in to play. What if she couldn't? What if she did something [i]they[/i] couldn't forgive. It adds this personal level to her duty of forgiving that really made her doubt everything she knew.