Olly screamed and bit the bully. Mom biting Dad. No. Oliver hitting a homerun, and hearing the crack of the bat. Hearing the crack of his father's skull as he beat him to death. No. Oliver walking in to tell his parents he got yet another A. Oliver coming in to apologize to his dead father before shooting his Mom in the head. NO! I had to. I can't be weak. I can't curl up into a ball when someone points a gun at me. I need to be cold. And calculating. The second one, done.