[@Kho][@Lauder] You'd all be very surprised that for some reason, I'm not all that choked up about this. That might change later, but right now I can look and say "I did nothing wrong." She can never say I hurt, abused, or endangered her. Ultimately, I do want a relationship with someone, settle down, have a family. Anyone have any good pagan communes they could recommend? I wouldn't mind a flower child sorta girl, as long as he was faithful. XD