The time it took Trick to make his decision tore her apart.  Yes she could go back to jail and escape, but she wasn't sure she would be able to escape again without being put on a hit list.  "Thank you, Trick," Helena said and raced off.  Her all black costume was extremely noticeable in the lush green of the park.  When she was finally in an empty area, she changed out of her suit and took the brown sack out of her decoy utility belt.  She took a piece of the sweet bread and began to eat, but all she could think was [i]I need my utility belt.[/i]