[quote=@Shoryu Magami] (Yeah, I never would've taken those meds willingly. I was essentially forced to, and once I finally stopped taking them in secret it more or less resulted in my decision to eventually leave school (a few other reasons made me decide too, but not relevant). They kept trying to make me take them afterwards, until I moved in with my dad (my parents divorced when I was 7, and dad died shortly after I turned 17), and he got me off them completely since he always hated what they were doing to me. Since then it's more or less been a long journey just recovering from it all on my own terms, and it's even why I initially started RPing. You could make the argument I never would've met any of you, or my fiancé, had it not been those experiences, and I overcame them all, so I don't really regret anything, but I definitely don't trust the mental health district as a result of it all.) 79 [/quote] First off...sorry to hear about your loss. and my parents divorced when I was 6, so I know what you mean. That's the reason I'm afraid of taking meds because of me being forced to but it's funny because most people feel much better without the meds. I know this probably has nothing to do with your condition but I usually try to eat healthier to keep from getting on meds for diabetes and stuff like that. But I'm glad to hear that you managed to recover in your own way though. From what I see, seems it's made you into a stronger person. 82