[quote=@King Tai] And do you think it will make you feel any different if you did find out the truth? [/quote] (I obviously can't say for sure, but, honestly? No. I've sort of already used my understanding of psychology to put myself through the mind state of how I'd handle each possible outcome and what they would feel like. I guess you could say I've reflected on each possibility, so whatever I find out, I've already dealt with it.) 105