[@Shoryu Magami] i try preparing for the worse case but I don't think it would help me. I guess Im a moment by moment guy. And I love chess :D been a while since I played it but Im a fan of it. Psychic? Kinda curious ti see that first hand lol. I think if something happened to my father I know I'll be saddened but I'll stay strong even though Im very close to my dad as well but even with me saying that, I still don't know if I'd react that way once that time came. [quote=@NekoMizu] [@King Tai] I feel like if I were happy it'd have a worse effect than if I were upset to begin with. That's just me though 108 [/quote] Why is that though? 111