[@Archmage MC] Wow. Your story could be my story. Really. I have like six friends. One from high school. One from my frist degree-actually three from that one. And one in this one. I'm only now learning how to drive because of my messed up eyes (Hence why Iwear contacts. Ihave 20/20 vision with them) and I've only have had like five real dates, despite the fact I desperately want more with this guy but am too scared of, well, scarying him off. So we just talk. [i]huggles[/i] I believe everything happens for a reason. I've been struggling with depression on and off for...12 years. This year has been particularly bad. So I do understand. Believe me. I had to...well force myself to volunteer last year. Because...Iknew i needed to do something. The convention...it was great and I loved it. start with doing things like that. And then...going bigger.