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[@McHaggis] 
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Seriously. That post is beautiful. At first I was like... eh, and then as I read more and more of it.. holy crap. I mean, can this be archived?! I know this probably makes zero sense, and me expressing my love for your post may be weird, but I [i]loved[/i] the way you worded this, especially the part about choosing which players to and not to accept as a GM. Personally, I learned a few things myself just by reading your post. 
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This. So much this. 

Thanks for all your help and advice, guys. 

I know I'm not the easiest person to get along with. That's an understatement, actually. I'm a raging angry jackass half the time and I have zero social skills. But at the same time, I have some bragging rights when it comes to writing on an academic level that's generally considered high for my age group. So those kind of conflict with each other. A lot of people have said that while I'm fun to work with IC, I can be a total brat when it comes to dealing with people OOC. And it's not really my fault, either. I mentioned that I have some mental/psychological issues, and I'd rather not delve too deep into it, but yeah. A lot of more advanced RPers are also more advanced socially than me, and don't want to put up with my putzy attitude. 

I appreciate that you all took the time to write all this, [@McHaggis]. I really don't deserve it, honestly.