I know I'm a good person and all this time I've been made to feel like a sack of shit for not taking the break up all that well. I've never had a serious relationship like that and I didn't know how to act so I had a couple of bad days but she really really made me feel guilty about it.

But I'm relieved she's with someone new and it makes me happy that this person is.. For want of a better word, a dyke. She may be a rebound girl but I don't care :) I genuinely don't. It just means I was right all along and I can move forward with my better life free of burden and things holding me back

[cuddles Cara happily]
This year is a good one and I have good people and things in my life. I'm confident enough once more to say I'm better than all of this and I can come away with no jealousy or hate because heck, I've got so much more out of this break up now it's finally over