[@CrazyShadowy] I sort of wish you [i]could[/i] blow my brains out... I'd appreciate being a corpse for a little while before good old-fashioned immortality kicks in and I revive. Seriously, a variety of things have me really wishing I wasn't on this site... Perhaps it's the sleep deprivation talking, but other than a few of you guys I just flat do not think I belong here... It doesn't help that I'm becoming more confident with each day that there's far too many people bitching about walls of text coming from me when you take into account this is a fucking writing-focused website.