The Doctor got up and sighed and went and had a shower trying to forget about his nightmares. He stood under the water staring blankly. He wished that things could just go back to normal. But it didn't feel like it could be normal so easily again.
He was so bothered by all that had happened. He stayed in the shower for a bit before he got out. He then got dry and changed. He didn't know Rose was out yet as he hadn't seen the note.

He soon though noticed the note . He knew that he would need to find something to do while Rose was out. He sits on the couch and reads a book. He was shaking again and thinking a bit. He seemed to not be able to get what happened out of his head. It dawned on him that he could have never seen Rose again. He didn't think he could have handled that.

When Rose got back, he was crying again. He seemed a bit upset and was eating his breakfast by then. He knew that he would need awhile before he was back to his normal self. He sighed more.