[@Pudding]
I've planned things out very heavily. Unfortunately, all of the shit that's happened in the last few years has [i]really[/i] caused my workload to build up, and in some cases a lot of the notes and data have been lost. That's why I'd rather not deal with needless distractions and drama -- I've got enough shit on my plate, and that's not even counting the whole 'trying to get my fiancé into this country' thing.