[@Pudding]
A few people who know a little about some of my health conditions don't think they'll cause me to have an unnaturally short life or anything, but honestly it really does feel like I'm dying a lot of the time. It's really just sheer willpower, my relationship with Ailyn, and my passion for my project, that help me get up each morning. Stress is doing a huge amount of damage to my body too, which is one of the reasons I don't want to waste my time on idiots.