[quote=@A Tattooed Girl] I'm sorry I didn't see this and respond sooner.. thanks [@SmileyJaws] for being such an awesome person & taking the time to talk with Lost. :wub [indent][list] [*] But, Lost, I am real sorry you had such a terrible day, the other day. About a year ago, I ran over my first [sub]and hopefully last[/sub] cat. Tore me the hell up. I was on my way to work and the poor stray ran in front and I thought it was quick enough to run past but, sadly, it wasn't. I wasn't going all that fast, either.. still driving through my neighborhood streets. Poor thing was still breathing when I stopped and got out to check. I moved it off to the side of the road where it died. As gross as it sounds, I sat there petting the poor animal till it passed.. occasionally talking to it through my tears. It's rough when shit like that happens... but, it [i]does[/i] happen. I am just sorry you had to see what you did.. there's just some things we can't change that we wish we could. Just know, that cat doesn't have to suffer the hard life of a stray. In an odd, slightly vicious circle-of-life way, you gave that kitten it's freedom it didn't even know it needed. It'll be okay, my friend. Just breathe. [*] As far as college goes, it'll still be there. I know, [i]deadlines[/i] and whatnot, but at the end of the day, it'll be there. [*] Jobs/co-workers? Screw em. Let's all take the day off and make blanket/pillow forts and watch disney movies all day in onsies. :3 [*] Do [b][u][i]NOT[/i][/u][/b] talk to your ex, love. They are obviously exes for a reason! [sub](I went through the same thing and my dumbass went against my better judgment!)[/sub] [*] Don't ever be afraid to let go of the things that are bothering you. Your true friends will be there for you! Even us complete strangers :) The people who know the kind of pain you're going through / the people who care will always be here to listen! [i][b]Real[/b] people have [b]real[/b] problems.[/i] Remember that. (:[/list][/indent] [hr] [hr] I will be making a post tomorrow morning when I wake up. I have work at 10AM and will be up by roughly 7. I can't make a reply tonight because I have been working literally all morning and all night since last night at 10PM. I will be heading to bed now. Having two jobs is really exhausting, sometimes [sub]espectially when one is graveyard and the other is early mornings[/sub]. Have a good night guys! & I'm sorry for those who are waiting on me.. I know you do it a lot, and I sincerely apologize for my shit schedule.. but my kids [sub](my dog, my rat, and my fiance lol)[/sub] have to eat! Gotta provide! Much love. Night all! -Gab [/quote] Thanks much Love and about the ex, he initially wasn't an ex for another reason other than I didn't want a long distance relationship. I am not talking to him fyi I can't do it. A bunch of other stuff happened involving lying and just in general being an ass, stuff that was stressing me out and depressing me so I stopped talking to him, for the better. He just recently apologized, which is great...If he hadn't apologized in the past and then squashed our friendship even farther in the dirt than he already had. I was considering responding an being a total ass but decided against it. Why stoop to his level right? Anyway. The only reason I was considering it is because I am pissed at my other friend for some rather stupid shit and had nobody to vent to, or cry to after I ran over the cat. [sub]Still sad btw.[/sub] I needed someone and at the time he was all I could think of, but I am cool now and level headed so the ex shall not be spoken to and I will move on with my life. [hr] Anyway I know what a shit schedule feels like, I too work two jobs, at least until I classes start, and I know it sucks. Also I know what graveyard shifts feel like. When I was a server at Denny's they needed help with the graveyard shifts so I decided to take one shift a week. Luckily it was a Sunday shift so it wasn't to busy and I made decent money [sub](Sometimes better money than when I worked my regular shift.)[/sub] And that was hell on me, especially since I left at 5 in the morning and had to come back at 3 in the afternoon and wouldn't get off again until 10, 11, sometimes 12 at night and I have sleeping problems, so I was running on about 5 hours of sleep most of the time. Geez those sucked. Anyway, I feel ya. Hang in there.