I really don't want to answer that question again. Don't take it the wrong way but I'm finding it redundant now. If you see value in me being here then awesome. I don't, but as it's been proven what I see doesn't matter much at all. If you wish me to stay then I'll stay.

As for the reason why, I am willing to tell but this can't turn into another shit show and I'll need a promise that this will be more of a negotiation than an argument.