[@Shoryu Magami]
Then give it less focus as you said, if it's really getting in the way of the project you have that'd be best. Constantly using the site and not working on it, getting annoyed at that fact and doing it again. That isn't working and it's only pissing you off, I understand venting feelings about it here but it's all come about the same way. You get annoyed over losing work from the site, say so here and that you need to spend less time on it. With all the time's that's been said it's yet to be done, I watch over and I very rarely see you offline while I'm online unless you're sleeping.

It's the site more than anything, your computer shits out once, twice or even thrice a month. That's not much compared to the countless hours you put into here, this thread, the roleplays and the others. I remember you saying there was a high chance of you not roleplaying here, that you'd only stay for a few select people.

If I come off as rude tis not the point, the point is that you do it willingly day after day and it doesn't change. All the times you've said you will change it or spend less time on here, hasn't changed. You still spend just as much if not more time on here, between roleplays and making a character sheet, talking to people and giving lengthy posts. They all take the time away from the project you that you'd love to finish.

Taking the time away and doing as you've said before would possibly help that, I don't know what else you do in your time but this is just from what I have seen or heard from you.