[@Overlord24] She nodded. "I forgot my meds, I can't help it, I am fighting so hard to talk to you, I know when I am going into a low and that is now, I dont usually talk to anyone during that time, Lock myself in a room, cut, try and kill myself, but my highs, shopping sprees and stupid things, both times I can smoke, alcohol and drugs to forget about this if I forget my meds"