Oh I know. I've heard people talk about the characters they make and how they would like to meet/chat with them IRL, but I can't relate at all. If I were ever dropped into a room with my characters, I would be assaulted from the amount of shit I put them through. Take Lilly: Impaled, Exploded, Traumatised, Buried alive, and forced to kill. I feel like she would have some choice words for me if she found out it all could have been avoided.