[@Pudding]
When I said 'pop idol', it was meant as a sort of generalized term for music idols.

[@NekoMizu]
To be fair, I spent most of my life being led to believe I was really unattractive and believing I was. I don't know how I feel anymore, other than that I think anyone who thinks my appearance is relevant isn't worth my time. The issue I mentioned with dreams pretty much always happens to me, but sometime it's harder to ignore than others. This is the first time in months that it's really bothered me.