[@RumikoOhara] Well no matter how you see yourself we love you. You are our Rumi and I think we all have times where we feel like we don't fit in quite right. I write a lot of romance because for the 23 years with my first hubby he left me alone all the time. He travelled for work. We each have our own issues. So never worry about whether or not we think you fit in. You do, even if you don't know it. *hugs*