[quote=@December]Honey, you've got yourself an addiction. [/quote]
Nuh uh! I didn't get caffeine intoxication or whatever it's called this time!

 

[quote=@RumikoOhara]My friends say I'm good with people but they don't know how difficult it is for me, I feel uncomfortable around others even my own family because I know the way i see the world is so very different from how others see it. I never feel comfortable with people if I have to spend too much time with them preferring instead solitude; it’s the reason I am not in a relationship and don’t have any long term ones in my past.


I don’t anger easily because I loathe conflict because it makes me feel on edge because I want to become a monster that slaps it aside and dominates whoever sought to draw out of me such feelings  


I feel as if I am being rude to people if I don’t talk to them and keep it engaging


I also worry that if people knew all the thoughts I have everyday that they’d think I’m crazy which is why I’d normally not even post such a thought here[/quote]
Social anxiety?