[@Pudding] I on the other hand know exactly why I feel this way. It's more or less normal for me at this point, given how bad my situation has been over the last few years. I'm not the type of person who let's shit keep them down though, so more than anything I'm mostly trying to work out whether or not being on this site will help me get out of the bad situation I'm in or if it'll just contribute to that bad situation. Either way, let me know if you want to talk.