[@1Hawkeyes]

[color=yellow]"Partially, Neric has been through people that have been in the military and wars. His reason is it's hard to get out of those habits."[/color] *James said as he looks at Helena, forgetting for a moment that Edmond was also there. But right now he didn't really care, and it seems Neric hates the fact as well. They have to let it go or else it will eat them alive the thought* [color=yellow]"Neric here changed a bit after, keeps telling himself-"[/color] *Interrupted as the Void flies off to one of the windows, James sighing as he speaks again. His eyes on his Void* [color=yellow]"Well, basic idea. He blames himself for her death, he thinks he could have done something to protect her. And he's told me about his past... trust me, don't ask him. It's a lot of bad, bad memories there. I think the point he decided to change his ways and not be like the other Voids was Hitler's time..."[/color] *James said as he sighs, shaking his head and covering his face. Elbows on the counter, he needed to get this off his chest. It's hurting both of them to keep it locked away*