I am so sorry everybody. I have been far more irritable lately than I recall ever being in my entire life. I hope this hasn't been annoying you. I'd certainly get annoyed with my own tone of voice. I'm just going through some things internally right now, things I can't explain. I don't even know what it is personally, it's just there. It's gnawing away at me and I don't even know what it is. But I have done some thinking lately and, despite my attitude and micro crisis, am internally bringing myself back together. I guess maybe moving to college made me start to forget who I really am, and for that, I apologize. I apologize to everyone. I've got some things to say to family and old friends too, but you all deserve a word from me just as much as any of them. MR and you guys have made me who I am today. I would not be the same Jacob were it not for this. When real friends were incapable of being there for me, and my family wasn't in a position to be terribly supportive, you guys were, and still are. Without that support, who knows where I would be? Certainly not as confident or as happy as I am today...

I take all of you for granted, especially now, but that is changing right now. All I needed was a little reassessment of myself. I can't afford to forget where I come from, and I mean that in so many more ways than just one. So I just wanted to tell you guys, thank you, and I am so very sorry.