[quote=@Heroic]
I am so sorry everybody. I have been far more irritable lately than I recall ever being in my entire life. I hope this hasn't been annoying you. I'd certainly get annoyed with my own tone of voice. I'm just going through some things internally right now, things I can't explain. I don't even know what it is personally, it's just there. It's gnawing away at me and I don't even know what it is. But I have done some thinking lately and, despite my attitude and micro crisis, am internally bringing myself back together. I guess maybe moving to college made me start to forget who I really am, and for that, I apologize. I apologize to everyone. I've got some things to say to family and old friends too, but you all deserve a word from me just as much as any of them. MR and you guys have made me who I am today. I would not be the same Jacob were it not for this. When real friends were incapable of being there for me, and my family wasn't in a position to be terribly supportive, you guys were, and still are. Without that support, who knows where I would be? Certainly not as confident or as happy as I am today...

I take all of you for granted, especially now, but that is changing right now. All I needed was a little reassessment of myself. I can't afford to forget where I come from, and I mean that in so many more ways than just one. So I just wanted to tell you guys, thank you, and I am so very sorry.
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I haven't noticed you being irritable. But no matter how you were, I wouldn't just blow you off as my friend. You guys are by far my best friends, and I want to do whatever I can to help you as you've helped me. I'll be praying for you, that you can escape from this and that you can understand what it is you're going through. We'll be with you every step of the way.