[quote=Drakel] Knight, if you are still here reading these messages I'll have you know that this site helped you grow and helped you live your life as you grew... So I don't believe that this site is holding you back though I won't stop you from leaving either. You've been an awesome guy here and a chill dude to meet. I'd be honored to stay in touch though I still say that while you should stay I'm glad to see that you're living your life more and still improving from your social anxiety.Take care dude... Now, and forever. [/quote] I definitely did in ways, but it isn't at the moment. I sometimes come here to try to relax, and I find the anxiety hasn't improved a great deal here and I don't post much. To an extent it can be because I could look at old posts and see how stupid I feel I was, while I can't do that now I can still remember them and at the moment might make new ones to do the same while I'm not fully self assured. There's other things that make it worse for me here as well, online I'm more likely to post something I wouldn't say which opens me up to more criticism, which also of course is easier online. I know it's not the case that this place or online forums are bad for everyone, far from it, but at the moment it's just not what I need at the moment. I might come back when I've done my degree, or over the summer maybe, I've not really planned when. [quote=Hank] Hey man, I definitely know you. Good for you that you're going out and learning to be among people more. It's important and very fulfilling. Best of luck! It's been real. [/quote] You're probably one of the last people I'd expect to have replied, so I thought I ought to say, before I go I really like the person you're becoming. Good luck in your life and with Taaj. And especially thankyou, as I probably never would of found out about Hannibal without you, and I'ts one of my favorite things now Bye everyone.