Can't help but to feel that I've created 2 characters rather than just one. They're connected though, obviously, in that everything that Jezebeth feels, thinks and does will affect her if and when she becomes Ushael. It's the same with the group dynamics. I don't know what's going to happen when it's revealed that she's a demon.

In the RP this character was born in, it didn't go very well, but mostly because there's no coordination between the roleplayers. They didn't talk to me about it. They just went ahead and killed her the moment she starts changing into a demon. The clique favouring the older member ended her. :( :( T_T T_T ;_; ;_;

That said, I really hope Ushael doesn't become an antagonist working against the group - I'm hoping that one thing would lead to another, and she'd end up becoming a bit of both - Working with the group because she was still Jezebeth in a sense, and because even as a demon she's looking to preserve the world as it is for her own amusement and she's trying her best to be 'good' out of curiosity, fun, habit and genuine interest. She'd probably work against the group because she's still a demon, and would probably be saying and doing things that are morally objectionable - not to mention some people might still not like a demon, even if it was a one-of-a-kind accidentally-partially-good one.

lol as you can see, I'm still not sure about what to do with Jezebeth/Ushael if and when she enters that phase. The good thing is, though, that I think I'll have many months, if not years, to figure it out.

Ugh... Why am I rambling so much today?