- Andromeda -

Andro smiled at Rain's answer. [color=39b54a]"ok, I'll... ask you when we...we're warm in t-the... ski lodge again"[/color] she shivered [color=39b54a]"hopefully it... isn't t-too long until... then"[/color] she shifted and shivered again but was comforted by the heat she still got from the werewolf at her back.

[b]"Fear and guilt make a strong toxin"[/b]
[color=39b54a]"I suppose... you...you're right"[/color] Andro said [color=39b54a]"I think... it might have hel...helped some too... I'm a good... person, I try hard... to be one... anyway, because I'm... so... so scared of what being... a b-bad person would mean..."[/color] she thought for a second, her thoughts still a bit scattered by the cold [color=39b54a]"does that... make it fake? I... care about every...one and I try my...my best to make good... decisions and be a g-good... person but if it's... motivated by fear... an-and guilt, is it... real?"[/color] she was lost in her own thoughts now [color=39b54a]"who am I... really, if I've... I've been faking... all of this? I d-didn't... feel like I've... been faking it..."[/color] she went silent as she lost her train of thought and tried to figure out what she'd been saying. 

[b]"How could you have known what would happen if you opened your eyes?"[/b]
Andro thought about it for a second [color=39b54a]"I suppose... you may be... right..."[/color] she glanced up at Rain, not realizing she'd said almost the exact same thing as before [color=39b54a]"I loved... my mother, despite... h-how horrible of a...a person she was... and how little I... wanted to... love her, I did... she was my... mother... I'm not sure... w-where she is... I suppose... I could blame her, she... she was the only one... who may have known I...I would kill someone... with my eyes, her mother... was a gorgon it just... skipped a generation... and l-landed on me instead... of my mom..."[/color] she tried remembering a time when her mother didn't hate her, she always thought that maybe her mother hadn't hated her at first, maybe she'd just been scared, but her mother was the kind of woman who didn't like being scared and so every time she looked at her daughter and got scared, she also got angry, and eventually all that anger and fear just turned into hate and her mother avoided her whenever possible. her father always loved her, she could remember him fondly, he always made sure that she felt loved whenever he was home... but he wasn't really home that often. she let out a soft sigh at the thought. 

Andro was quiet as Rain said she was wrong person to talk to about this. the gorgon wasn't so sure but she didn't feel like arguing with her. she listened to the werewolf's quiet breathing for a couple seconds until Rain spoke again. Andro stilled before shifting and twisting slightly again to look back up at the other girl [color=39b54a]"yes... I r-really do"[/color] she replied sadly [color=39b54a]"my people... were c-created to be... monsters, our entire... existence i-is meant... to kill people, the... the meaning of my existence... is to kill people... I just choose... not to. Choosing not... t-to act like the... the monster I am, doesn't... change the fact... t-that I am one"[/color] she shifted back into her original position, curling in just a little tighter on herself. [color=39b54a]"I don't want... to be a-a monster... but I can't... change what I am"[/color]