At least I'm doing it for a good cause. I'm not doing some massive gaming binge on League of Legends or something, I'm working on my craft, and you never STOP working on your craft for as long as you live. The feeling of inadequacy will never go away, which is why I'm trying to face it head on, again and again. You need a post at least once a week, I know that much. I'm just getting a head start on it. Pushing the post back is the easy way out of facing the anxiety of doing well. I'm not running from this.