Well, this all definitely doesn't make me feel any better.

The purpose of this thread was mainly to get it off of my chest and to get whatever reaction I could. I was honestly expecting hateful comments, instead of uplifting ones, so that actually helped a bit. As a woman who constantly feels like no one gives a damn, it made me look up, even just a little bit.

Please don't argue over something like this. I know what is best for me and let's leave it at that. Thanks for caring enough, but don't fight over it. That definitely doesn't make anything better.