The aching in my heart
the lonelyness every day
why the hell did we have to part?
Why did you hurt me this way?

It seems you never really cared
It seems you're laughing now I'm gone
When we met I was really scared
That this very thing would go on

And my worst nightmare, it came true
I gave you my trust and my love
Never in my life have I felt so blue
I'm praying for comfort to the heavens above

I cared for you as a friend
I only ever stood by your side
And for that, you bring us to an end
You throw me from this ride

And now here I am with my heart broken
My best friend, she's truly lost
And there's so many fucking words unspoken
My blood's a bitter frost

And despite all of the pain
despite all the tears I shed
Despite all this pouring rain
I miss you so much I'm feeling dead

It's cold inside, an arctic chill
A part of my soul has been cut away
Yes, my heart is beating still
But it's shattered, torn, ripped away

I miss you; the times we had, you and I
Best friends, all the secrets we shared
I look back, and I break down and cry
What did I do to make you no longer care?

A perpetual storm, soaked to the skin
rain, downpour, flood
Will I ever be whole again?
It's like I've lost my very blood

Walking away, the hardest thing I've done
But you were so cruel, and hurt me more than words can say
Even so, I wonder if I'll ever see the sun
If I'll ever see the light of day

Your words hurt me,
And your actions, they were colder than ice
But you never did care, never did see
All I wanted was for you to be nice

To stop bringing me pain and misery
And I was willing to stand with you
To protect you there's nothing I would flee
My heart was always true

But now it's over, we've reached friendship's end
You're letting me go, pushing me away
Will these shadows, the pain ever rescind?
Or is this agony here to stay?

Every second I miss you
I miss you every fucking day
I just wish your heart had been true
And you didn't throw me away

But even with all that, I still care
I just wanted us to rebuild, to continue being your best friend
But the agony of my heart, it's too much to bear
And I cry because our friendship had to end.