[@SgtEasy] Honestly, I don't think he'll ever be okay, by normal standards. He's committed too much evil, too much of his life was devoted to destroying !ife, and developing new techniques to derive fear and pain, that I think he's more likely to die in a suicide assault than to be okay enough to pursue a romantic endeavor. Sicaria in no way is destroyed psychologically enough to match him. I think Sicaria is going to be his holy grail, the motivation to push him to be better than he is, but in the end, I think he'll accept that he can't change, and give his life for the greater good. 

Of course, who knows? Maybe he'll reform, and have a great life.

[@Leos Klien] Yes. Yes it is.

Seriously, though, dude is by far one of the most traumatized and depressing characters I've ever written.