Mika and Dean or as Dean thought; Kenzi and Dean had been in the motel's bar until it was closing time. Mika couldn't bear to leave Dean alone, even though she knew it was best if she did. Last thing she really needed was another one of "those" nights with him. Sure, it was their thing, and they had done that several times in the past, but she had to pull away from him. She was knowing Ethan now, Ethan filled that hole in her heart, that she couldn't let Dean fill. 
If Dean came back into her life like he used to be, it could dangerous. They were each other's weak links and it almost got her killed when she was 18. If they were together now, it'd be even more dangerous - the weak link to the enemy would only be greater and neither would cope well if they lost each other again. Even if it was Dean losing "Kenzi" and not Mika. 

Walking Dean to his room, she took his room key from him and opened the door, taking him inside. "Come on....you need to crash for the night," She told him, heaving him inside and dropping him onto the bed. "And before you ask no I'm not staying. I have to go back to Ethan- keep him safe...." She told Dean, trying desperately to not look at his sorry state...... but that failed and before she knew it, she was falling for his sorry drunken state once again......

----------

Mika opened her eyes and the alarm clock on the bedside table shone 02:05am in bright red LED lights. "..Balls..." She muttered quietly to herself, before looking down at herself and Dean and properly realising what they just did. Yup, they fell into the drunken angry sex scenario once more. Sneaking out of the bed and from under Dean's arm, Mika got up and got dressed before just looking at him. It could be so easy right now, she could just stay and tell Ethan she belongs with Dean. He needed her and she needed him, she couldn't deny that. 

"You stupid girl..." She told herself in a whispered hush, trying to find a way of waking him up and telling him she was Mika, yet no words could form inside her mind, so she knew there was only one scenario she could play out. Grabbing the paper and pen that sat beside the alarm clock, she scribbled on some paper, and then propped it up against the lamp, facing him. 

With the simple words "Save me Dean, Mxxx" written on the page, she quietly left the room and headed on back to Ethan's apartment above his tattoo shop, where she was greeted by a sleepy Ethan with open arms and taken into the bedroom, where she soon crashed on the bed and fell asleep. A single tear dropping from her left eye.