No! I will not accept this! I refuse! [@Hylozoist] This RP doesn't deserve to end this way! No work of collaborative creativity does! Least of all this one. Sure, we may not always be able to work at our best, but truly, beauty comes from imperfection. Believe it or not, the form perfection takes is actually very bland. It's during our darkest times when our characters are put to the test. It's when the chips are down when we see what we are truly made of. I am only involved with one other RP. In that RP I am the only player. The GM thought that the project was dead for sure. But I insisted that we continue anyway. Now she bugs me all the time about new posts. She's even admitted to becoming obsessed with some of the characters I've created. I don't mean to brag but the point is, the most amazing and unexpected things can happen when life doesn't go according to plan. When life takes a shape one did not previously envision. I know anxiety all too well. It is the fear of uncertainty. Fearing uncertainty is completely understandable when the feelings of others are on the line. But guess what? Uncertainty is born from chaos. The wonderful thing about chaos is that it allows for change. When change is possible, amazing things are possible. When things are always perfect though, that's something else entirely. When something reaches perfection, then truly, its reached the end of its journey. Any change from that point on would be a change for the worse. Why go on? This RP will never be perfect, and I hope it never will be. The charm of this RP lies in its quirkiness and unpredictability after all. Don't get that from perfection! [u]TLDR:[/u] The fear of uncertainty can strike when people's feelings are involved. One always wants to make others happy after all. But uncertainty comes from chaos. From chaos comes emergence. From emergence comes everything and anything. All things considered, it's nothing to be afraid of but rather something that should be embraced. Embrace the chaos and accept it. In time, with your help of course, it will provide. So [@Hylozoist]. Won't you put your GM hat back on one more time? I miss those big goofy feathers.