[quote=@Webmaster] *Prism asked why you would consider suicide if you truly cared about your friends and their lives* [/quote] ....... *texts* ...because i am afraid of myself. Kirina broke something in me that I can never get back. One of the few things that prevented me from being like her. Im losing friends and family left and right, and she knows that i know i cant prevent it all. She used that against me, and destroyed what i used to be. Im afraid of what can come next. Also, on top of that, my mental state is constantly deteriorating from past events. Im doing the best i can to deal with it, but sometimes its too much to handle....