[h3]Echoes of a Waking Nightmare[/h3]

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[color=8493ca][i]''My slumbers—if I slumber—are not sleep,
But a continuance of enduring thought, 
Which then I can resist not: in my heart 
There is a vigil, and these eyes but close 
To look within; and yet I live, and bear 
The aspect and the form of breathing men.''[/i][/color]
[sub]-From Lord Byron's [i]Manfred[/i][/sub]


At first glance, it was not an unusual sight, although it was certainly marvelousand unexpected of the otherwise normal inn. The inn was lively, lit up by a motley dance of colored flames from various enchanted candles, and the beauty of the serving girls was certainly mind-blowing. Luscious and ripe they were, of differing physiques and of multiple races – some of them seemed more at home in a battlefield, for they were scarred, and some looked unkempt and homely, as if they had just woken up from their beds to serve at the tables. Despite the constant movement and laughter, the inn was largely quiet. 

Sadri looked at the table – he was sitting alongside fellow Dunmer, who were all eating from a large, silver plate of spiced salmagundi sitting in the middle of the table. Despite the compulsion that he should be hungry, Sadri was not in the mood for eating, and instead took to inspecting his associates, for they all looked similar, and their similarity to each other unnerved Sadri to a point that he felt droplets of fear dripping into his stomach and creeping up his chest. 

He looked to his left. The Dunmer, who was throwing shrimps from the plate voraciously into his mouth and then half-chewing on them before gobbling on more, turned to Sadri, likely having felt the Dunmer’s inquisitive gaze, and gave him a boisterous smile, revealing all the chewed-up shrimp In his mouth and stuck all over his lips, before patting him on the shoulder. ‘’S’good seein’ ya! Haven’t treated me well, have ya?’’ The mer shouted, spilling shrimp all over the table, and laughed. Not realizing what he had done to the mer, Sadri attempted to apologize, but he was bashed off his apology. ‘’No matter, no matter, make yerself at home!’’

Sadri thought that he should feel disgusted, but his mind was too busy trying to approximate where he had first seen the mer, and his eyes were too busy looking for clues, which is when he realized the starfish stuck on the Dunmer’s arm, pieces of moss hanging off his shoulders, and the constant dripping of water off the mer’s body. He opened his eyes in fear, but could not do much aside from that. As if something had pinned him to the chair he was sitting on, he barely found the strength within him to move his eyes away from the mer. He felt all of himself droop down, almost [i]melt[/i], and found horror in this lack of control. 

That’s when he came face to face with the mer facing him on the other side of the table. This one was young, almost a child, although his face looked quite similar to the sea-mer sitting to his side. He was inspecting a figurine of what Sadri thought to be Ebonarm with one hand, while squeezing lemon onto his part of the plate with the other. Sadri, lapsed out of his cold fear, wanted to chastise the child for dripping lemon on the table, but before he could do that, a grim, middle-aged Dunmer woman in a plain dress came and took the figurine from the boy, warning him that the toy would go back if he kept taking it to dinner, and smiled warmly at Sadri, before putting zucchini pancakes in front of the boy. Sadri, recognizing the woman all too well, jumped out from his seat and fell in shame and fear, much to his friends’ chagrin. His fear had partially devolved into denial – there was no doubt this was not happening. 

Looking up while gathering himself from the floor, Sadri finally saw the fellow to his right; a desiccated corpse covered with scars, lacking an eye, and a good part of the left side of his head. Covered in a ragged, bloodied and dusty coat, the dead mer got up from his seat, revealing a large, gaping hole on his chest, and offered his hand to Sadri. Mentally stunned, Sadri took the hand, only to fall upon having it detach from the wrist with a rusty clonk. Holding the rusted metal hand amidst his palm, Sadri threw it at the corpse waiting atop him like a vulture in denial of all that was going on around him, panicking to get away.  

‘’That’s no way to treat an elder!’’ The corpse replied, his head lying on its side on the ground, having been ripped off from the neck with Sadri’s throw. As if mocking Sadri’s fear, it began to laugh, opening its maw further with each cackle. As it cackled, its mouth grew larger, and larger, until it grew large enough that it swallowed the inn and Sadri with it.

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Sadri woke in a puddle of cold sweat, his eyes darting across the bed and the ceiling in complete frustration and fear. Finding himself trembling amidst a flurry of hyperventilating breaths, he held on to the edge of the bed, forcing his fingers into the mat to find some strength, and after a couple of seconds of adjusting, began slowing down his breathing as to not end up suffering a convulsion.

After a moment of stillness, and a couple of seconds dedicated to appreciating this more stable state of mind, Sadri got up from his bed and sighed, trying to make sense of what he had just seen. He had heard of Dawnstar once being victim to an epidemic of nightmares, revealed to be because of a Vaermina cult that had once taken refuge in one of the abandoned forts nearby. Perhaps the story had decided to pour out of his subconscious, or perhaps their influence still lurked here. Whatever was the case, Sadri decided on getting some fresh air.

Outside, at this hour, there was practically nobody around except Sadri and a couple of fishermen preparing their boat. The cold, having sent its shivers through Sadri when he had first gotten out of the inn, was now found accommodating by the Dunmer, whose self chastisement for not having worn his coat had since turned into contentment for the refreshing properties of cool air. He walked by the coast, taking in as much of the seaside environment as he could, and distracted himself with Masser and Secunda’s reflections atop the calm waters, sitting down by the shore and watching glimmers of red and white overtake one another in an unending dance atop the shimmering sea.

As waves broke and swashes of water washed the beach’s edge, Sadri felt somewhat more relaxed, as if the sound of the coast was washing away the remnants of horror in his mind. He let himself relax, and looked on as something swam by. Not being able to see it properly thanks to it being night and his bad eye, Sadri moved somewhat closer to the waters, and closed his bad eye to take a proper look, and, as expected, failed. 

Not having sated his curiosity, Sadri walked somewhat to the West, to the edge of the bay, to see them closer. Were they narwhals? He had not seen any narwhals for years. Childishly, Sadri hoped that it would be narwhals, his pace getting faster with the thought. At the edge, amongst various makeshift seine nets set by the more intrepid amongst the poorer children of Dawnstar, Sadri walked almost knee deep into the waters, having noticed more of these oddities slowly floating away. He squinted for a while, and then turned back, confused, before almost tugging on something like a heavy branch. He cursed, and scanned his surroundings for whatever that had almost tripped him.

That’s when he saw a pair of glassy eyes glaring at him from behind a net. Sadri’s eyes opened wide and his upper body twitched backwards instinctively, before calming down to make sense of it all. He took a closer look at the bloated, lifeless corpse in half caution and half trepidation, and saw a faded blue tabard, bearing the livery of Windhelm, tugging at the corpse’s torso as the water ebbed back and forth. 

Comprehending the situation only made Sadri’s horror grow further. Gritting his teeth and trembling slightly, Sadri looked back at the water, trying to gauge the direction from which the bodies came, and found desolation in the confirmation of his idea that the drift, and the bodies, had been coming from the direction of Windhelm.

Walking by the coast frantically, now with a clear category to fill, Sadri stumbled upon a couple more of bodies, of civilians, guardsmen and militia, caught up on the fishing nets or just having drifted ashore. For a moment, he stalled, finding himself faced with many options that felt ultimately futile. He stood for a few moments, sighed, and walked back towards the docks, shouting at the fishermen for help.