Sorry [@Jbcool] if i appeared whiny and sour.
Just wanted to know where my char was :/
Since it has been really difficult to form posts without interacting with the environment, and not thinking about "i should ask the GM or have my character look around" but instead expecting a description since i'm used to that from pen and paper roleplaying.

And i've run Rp's, just never on this site.
On the old mercenaries 2 forum (long since dead) i ran a couple of RP's. The first one massively successful if i say so myself. The second a bit less so.

So then i tried on heresy online to GM a bit, but the games i ran never worked out, the players just stopped posting. I still don't know why, perhaps i focused to much on describing what was going on around them.
Same on grey knights forum.

So with my last 2-3 rp's not working out, and seeing the general fate of 90% of rp's on this site i've not tried GM'ing.
And also my depression and therefore massive apathy.
Why make anything after all? It's hard work.

So yes, i've never GM'd on this site. But we all have our faults, and that's fine.

Sorry for not appreciating the effort you have actually put in with making a story for us to enjoy. Since i myself have not been able to do so for long i am envious of your ability to even get anything up.
Seeing my own inability to get anything done, IRL or in rp's.

(Also, i'm not angry when typing this, more like a slouching tiredness and wanting to sleep except not being sleepy. And yeah i might be whining about my own problems but i'm allowed to do that from time to time if you ask me. :P  )