The r-word, that word that hung over Ele's head like an anvil waiting to drop. Inside, the word made her cry while outside she winced. That was enough sharing today, if she opened up anymore, Ele knew she wouldn't be able to keep herself together. Glad for the topic change, Ele forced a smile as she pushed her food around her plate, her appetite gone,

"Thanks, I could give it a try sometime."

She said, not looking up from her plate.