[@Rhythmloid]Does it really matter? Oh and I feel so bad about disappearing like that for several days. It's just that stuff happens in my life that makes me rethink things. 

One of those things just so happened to be very personal to me. I know you must've felt very impatient with me. I hate feeling that way myself and I hate making other people feel that way to. I don't know how to make it up to you. :(